I need to focus. Focus on surviving!

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To the right of me, spectators on the rooftop are cheering with amusement. I can’t hear them clearly because my continuous panting is drowning out all noises around me…I’m running on what seems to be an inflatable long banner on this rooftop…There are gaps in between and falling down from this height equals painful death. I need to focus. Focus on surviving! Another individual is running in front of me. We’re both exhausted but we have to keep on running…I don’t know how much longer I can endure this…

Walking up a mountain road in this secluded nature surroundings, I feel pure serenity…I reach a small wooden house. There’s someone inside that I need to meet. I enter the house and I see monks lying on the floor, meditating silently. They’re unaffected by my sudden appearance. The person I have to meet is inside the other room. I can’t see any doors leading to that room…The only way in is to crawl under the space below the bed and the wall to be able to enter. I lie down, peek in and I see the sight of other monks and Buddhist altars inside. I try to crawl in but the space is too small even for me…I’m stuck…

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It’s snowing today. How odd…When I looked outside the window today, the sky looked exactly the way I saw it in my dreams from my last post. Even though it’s beautiful, it made me feel rather uncomfortable. It reminded me of the creeping coldness and the emptiness I felt…Or still feel…I hope everyone is feeling well and happy during this winter season. Stay warm and safe! Spread the love =)

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It seems like we’re preparing ourselves for war…

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This is not earth. This is another planet. I’m residing on another planet…It’s freezing cold here. All I see is the color white and grey around me. Merging into one another. Even the sky is white. There are no colors in sight, as if colors didn’t exist here…It’s surreal. I feel the cold creeping and seeking its way into my skin and gradually into my soul…There are small white and grey townhouses lined up on a long road. It’s frighteningly still and quiet here. Not a living soul can be seen on the streets. I don’t wish to stay outside, not even for one moment…I’m now inside one of the townhouses. Surprisingly, there are vague colors in here. It’s warmer. A few people are present. A small boy is the center of attention. I’m his protector. I have to protect this boy because he’s the chosen one. For what reason, I’m not sure of myself…Meanwhile a few miles away, a small group of people are gathered outside, next to a lake. They’re drinking and enjoying themselves. Two girls are swimming in bikinis, in the freezing cold…Without warning, an airplane dives down and crashes on their location, followed by a massive explosion…Fire and smoke emerges. The color of the enormous fire is so vibrant, it’s the first time I’ve seen this kind of color here on this cold and lifeless place…Back in the townhouse, we’re watching this incident on television. The news are telling us that a man was flying the airplane but he managed to escape. This was supposedly an attack. Terror attack or attack from outer space. I already knew this from my vision. A map is suddenly appearing in front of me. I’m inspecting it with the others. This is not the world map. The placement of lands and seas are different. This is a map of this planet. We’re tracking him down through this map. We can see his escape route to different locations on the map….He’s moving fast and we can’t catch up with him…His accurate location remains unknown. I silently feel relieved somehow. I’m attached to this man? I don’t know why. I just don’t want this man to get caught…I’m bringing the boy with me to another townhouse now. My cousin awaits me and wants me to look after her newborn baby. She disappears quickly and I’m left alone with the baby and the boy. I look out to the front door and the wall which is made of pure glass and I feel worried…The icy road is dangerous and I don’t want to risk tripping and dropping the baby on the way back to the other townhouse…But I obviously have no choice. I carry the baby in my arms and the boy follows me closely behind. As I’m stepping outside, I can see the massive fire from afar. It’s still burning excessively and the color is still as vibrant. Other planes are flying around above us. I hear sirens…It seems like we’re preparing ourselves for war…

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It’s an UFO!

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I’m riding on a bicycle with two friends in my old neighborhood. It’s a cloudy day but the atmosphere is marvelous. It’s something in the air. It’s one of those days when you wish that time would simply stop…I hear myself laughing, innocently, just like a kid again. Me and my friends are teasing each other and occupying the entire space on the long pavement…I step on the brakes as I hear a sudden noise on the surface above me. I look up and I see some kind of large vehicle with blue lights, flying behind the clouds…It moves quickly and disappears in an instant. As it disappears, it struck me. I knew what it was. I’ve seen it before on television and newspapers. It was an UFO! I’m in shock, just like my friends. I automatically take out my Iphone from my bag to prepare myself. The UFO returns and without realizing it, I see myself capturing a video clip of its movements in the sky. It’s flying awfully near the ground. It disappears again after a few seconds of floating above us. I shout loudly to inform my friends that I managed to get a footage of the UFO. It didn’t took long until an ear deafening sound surprises us again. To our right, in the middle of the road, an airplane had landed…The airplane was cut in half but it was unharmed. Something told me that the UFO had rescued the airplane and its passengers. Suddenly, we hear a crashing sound from afar. Without thinking, we’re riding on our bikes to the crash site. I remember that I had dropped something on a bench so I turned around to pick it up. It was my passport…I catch up with the others as we enter the alley where the UFO had crashed…My friends are starting to have second thoughts, but I insist on going in. Perhaps they’re wounded and need our help? Come on, don’t be such cowards! They finally give in and we walk in together…We see a large wooden box on the ground, next to a store. We open it and out comes a group of beautiful people. Males and females. The aliens look just like human beings…They’re half naked. Their beauty captivates me and I don’t feel any fear at all. They tell me to follow them into the store and I oblige, willingly. Sensual feelings arise…what-are-ufos-1

Strolling on a street somewhere in Vietnam, I’m in great mood. I’m approaching a small market with intention to buy something. The female market sellers offer food and vegetables behind different stands. From afar, I glance at a silhouette of a person I feel looks familiar in the corner of my eyes. The person is sitting next to a stand, in the middle of the market. At closer look, my heart stops. I freeze and panic with fear. It’s my ex-boyfriend…Why is he here? I don’t want to see this man. Please don’t let him discover me…Please. I’m holding a hat and I shakingly cover my face with it to prevent him from seeing me. But it’s too late…He turns around just in time and looks at me, straight in the eyes…Run NOW. I drop everything in my hands and I start running…I can feel my heart beating fast. I can’t breathe. He shouts out my name and he runs after me…I run into a building and he catches me in one of the apartments…He looks sad and confused. I don’t know what to do other than begging him to leave me alone…

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Another long dream that felt so realistic…It was almost as if I was physically present. I wonder if many people experience this level of dreaming too?…All this constant dreaming…I can hardly keep up with writing down it all…The locations and scenarios shift several times in one night. I wake up feeling rather confused sometimes…I don’t mind though, I prefer being a dreamer than a non dreamer…=)
Time to prepare for yet another adventure…Goodnight all! May your dreams take you to unimaginable places…! Be happy, always…:)

I can feel the immense adrenaline rush…

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I can feel the immense adrenaline rush…Should I be this thrilled to hold a gun in my hands?…I’m with a group of people in a ruined and abandoned apartment building in the middle of nowhere. We’re divided into two groups. We’re playing a game. It’s simple. Shoot down your enemies…The group who wins gets awarded…The guns don’t have bullets. Instead they’re filled with small arrows made of wood…The other group is hiding in the opposite apartment building…I feel the blood pumping through my veins. The excitement is on its highest level…Looking out of the window, I spot the enemies in the opposite building, standing by the window. I aim and I shoot…Hell breaks out. We’re all shooting and they’re shooting back. I see people running around, crawling, hiding in different places…We’re taking this seriously. I’m taking this seriously. I run eagerly to different rooms to get a better view. It’s amazing how I feel the adrenaline rush in every bit of me. Suddenly, I feel the need to see a man. I have to see him immediately before continuing hunting down the enemies. I find him standing near a wall and just the sight of him makes me aroused. He seems to be my boyfriend…I pull him over and I push him violently against the wall. It surprises him. Without saying a word, I kiss him passionatelSensualilty-оружие--guns--girl--sexy--dangerous--gun--naked--tc4--comments--Mobsters_largey and he returns my kiss…After a few moments, I end the kiss and I smile at him. I tell him that I’ll see him later. Then I run off to another room…The shooting continues. Arrows are spotted everywhere on the floor…The enemies are slowly taking down my group members, one at a time. There’s only two of us left now…I can feel their presence in my building…I’m out of bullets so I hurriedly collect the arrows I see on the floor…They’re sneaking and lurking around the corner to my room. I’m outnumbered…How can I take them all down now?…

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Why am I here?

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Why am I here? Is this a reunion or am I actually in class right now?…I’m back at primary school, in my old classroom…Looking out through the large windows to the left, I see it’s snowing outside. I get chills because I feel the cold running through my spine…It’s winter…There are other people inside the classroom but I’m not sure if I know them…It’s a total mess here. Jackets and coats are thrown all over the place, hanging on chairs, stuffed under tables, lying on the ground…I’m looking for my Canada Goose jacket but I can’t find it. Someone has taken it. I get furious because somehow, I attach emotional value to my jacket…Losing it feels like giving up something I’m not ready to let go of yet…I have to find it, at all costs. I tell everyone to help me look for it. Turning the classroom upside down, I finally find my jacket…The person who took it had returned it back, in silence…I put it on and I walk quietly out of the classroom, down the wide stairway and through the school’s front door. I pull the hood of the jacket over my head and I walk straight out into the grey mist that surrenders the school…It’s still snowing.

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If you haven’t noticed, we’re unable to remember how our dreams began. The ending of our dreams are more accessible to us, but most of the times, it’s almost impossible to remember the beginning. Like in this dream, I know I dreamed other things in the beginning, but I can’t remember. It’s incredibly frustrating how we tend to forget our dreams sometimes…No matter how hard we try to remember, we still fail to…The mind is too complex for us to grasp. All the information that’s stored inside, is out of our reach. We’ll never have access to it all. How can we expect to understand another person, when we’re not even capable of fully understanding ourselves?

Unaware of the destination.

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This apartment doesn’t look familiar. I’ve never been here before. A former male friend is next to me. We’re getting intimate…Someone barges in, disturbing us and I immediately change behavior. I walk out to the balcony and sit down on a chair. I look out and I see a view over a city I can’t recognize. It’s afternoon. My face is expressionless and cold. He’s asking me if he said or did anything wrong. I stare at the city’s buildings and I don’t bother responding him…We’re now standing by the harbor of the city. I’m stepping in a cable car/cable railway with a dozen of other passengers. He’s jumping in after me. I don’t want him to come along but he insists and refuses to go back. The cable car starts moving towards the ocean but I don’t know where we’re going…I’m standing with my back to the ocean and I’m unaware of the destination. The sight of the harbor gets smaller and smaller…I only know that this is a place I won’t be able to come back to…

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Blood pours in from nowhere…

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Shanghai, China. It’s the 1940’s or perhaps 1950’s? I’m walking on an empty street at night…The street is lit up by dimmed lights and red lanterns…It’s quiet. I can’t hear anything but my footsteps and the wind…I’m looking down on the ground and blood pours in from nowhere…

Change of location…Present time. I’m sitting on an airport bus with my parents and my sister’s family along with other passengers. We’re heading to Paris Charles De Gaulle Airport and the bus is taking us directly to our gate. The ride is long and we finally arrive at the gate…In order to get inside the waiting room of the gate, we’re told to crawl in a one square meter tunnel made of metal…Being claustrophobic, this was not something I enjoyed. We entered the waiting room and panic strikes me. My niece is gone…I can’t see her anywhere and I got a feeling that she was kidnapped. I’m searching frantically but she is nowhere to be found…I open a door to a room near the waiting hall. My sister is sitting on a bed, in the dark with her ex husband. They’re back together.

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I love the fact that I get to travel to different places in my dreams. The only thing I wish for is that the nightmares won’t find its way back to me again…I tend to have nightmares and they come in periods along with my insomnia. A while ago, I had nightmares almost every night…The dreams are so incredibly dark…It often include ghosts, demons, killing, dead people etc…Basically all the things you don’t wish to see in your reality or in your dreams, ever. Even though it’s terrifying, I’ve reached a point to where I actually have gotten used to it…But every time I wake up, I still feel a tremendous relief…I truly hope none of you have to dream those kinds of dark dreams in your sleep…If you actually want to, then you’re more than welcome to take my nightmares away…=)  Image

Can we switch lives?

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I’m at a hotel somewhere, the images are blurry…Out of nowhere, an unknown male character walks towards me and asks: “Can we switch lives?” Without hesitation, I agreed…

Suddenly I’m on vacation in another country. In Majorca, Spain. I’m taking a walk on a mountain top and the view is absolutely stunning. Below is a landscape with vibrant colors and a clear blue ocean to the left…I’m sitting at the top of a mountain cliff and enjoying the view and the feeling of freedom. After a while, I look to my left and I notice that my RL (real life) friend is sitting there. She sees my reaction, smiles and says: “I wanted to go to this place because you’ve told me how beautiful it was.” We’re talking and taking a walk on a road that seems to lead to a forest…We’re entering a neighborhood and the feeling of fear suddenly arises…The residents seem to be resentful and we sensed hatred in their eyes. I’m looking at my friend and without saying anything, we both started to run back to the mountain tops…

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That’s where the dream ended, or at least what I could remember…Today is my Grandmother’s memorial day…Missing someone but not being able to see them again, is an excruciating feeling…Life is so unexpected, tomorrow is never guaranteed. So please, remember to cherish your loved ones because you never know where you or they might go tomorrow…

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It’s Friday today. Happy Friday to all of you!

Come away with me…to dreamland…

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Welcome to thedreamjournaltoday.

To the person reading this…I’m a dreamer, just like you.
I am a female, living in a place with four seasons…I have long shiny hair, watery eyes with many hidden secrets to tell and a smile that’s contagious, and I aim to stay anonymous.
This is where my dreams will be kept. Thank you for coming across my dream journal. Somehow, Fate led you here and before you leave and continue on your journey of life…I only have one message I wish to convey: “Life is like a book. Each day is a new page. May your book be a bestseller with adventures to tell, lessons to learn and tales of good deeds to remember.” May life always bring you love and happiness so that you in return, can spread the love and happiness to the people around you and to the world…

You’re now reading my dream journal. Some people sleep in a dreamless state of tranquility. But I, through my dreams, I get to live a thousand lives…The dreams come in all shapes and forms, traveling back and forth in time, both in familiar and unfamiliar places…Some are forgotten once I wake up, others appear like lucid dreams and lingers long after awakening…Through the years, I’ve come to the conclusion that my dreams are highly different and odd compared to the people I know. I’ve never quite understood how their dreams can be so common and mostly include everyday life stories when mine are filled with events from earth, hell and beyond…How are Your dreams?

Keeping track of your dreams through a dream journal, will in the long run, give you benefits of remembering your dreams better and inducing lucid dreams. It is also a good method to gain insight into your subconscious…They say that your dreams reflect your subconscious, and I must say, my subconscious must be in constant turbulence…Welcome to my dreamland…

“A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world.” – Oscar Wilde

With love and blessings
Miss M